累

就真的有那么糟吗？就真的那么累？没有其他方法了？

last post in Perth for 2011

I thought I could blog more after exams, who knows..=.= looked like I procrastinated a lot during exam period! :P I'm leaving Perth really soon, in less than 10 hours, and HELLO MELBOURNE! kind of have a free ticket to go Melbourne, and since I've never been there, this is a really good chance for me.However, not many friends are there or free to accompany me. :( so, hopefully, I won't be dying of boredom cause don't know where to go. @.@ oh well, gonna post up all my trips when I back to Malaysia. (I hope. XD) till then, take care peeps! Perth is getting hotter, drink more water and take good care of yourselves! :D

new pet!

yesterday was crashing at my friend's place and ending up staying there too.LOL.not bad. it has been a while since my last time staying over at friend's place and chit-chatted. enjoyed it!but...i still got exam on fri! I'm so relax right now.=.= DIE!LOL! he has a rat and it was bathed this morning! too bad I forgot to take pic on how the rat tried to dry himself (its a he oh~:) ) SUPER CUTE!! also, should see how he squeezes himself into his small rat house.hehehe.like a fluffy cotton ball. XD and I saw my new pet at my friend's house! he is being so nice to give it to me.THANKSSS!!! my best son ever! hehe. :P

yea yea! i got myself a new pet! :D not a real one, but very kawaiiiii ohhh~ ^.^ haih, fun ends very quickly even before you realize it. time to get back to real world.i should fight HARD for my 30%! jia you jia you!!! :)

cendol!

i really crave for either one of them!

msia cendol!

Perth durian cendol!
i wannnnnnaaaaa have them right now~~ :(

sweet sunday

woohoo! one paper DOWN!!! not sure if I can pass, but don't bother about it already. I still have another 2 to go.One of them I need 10% to pass and another one I would probably need about 5% or less. GOOD LUCK to me!!! :)
cooked curry and made some roti canai! :D yum yum yum

making some roti canai using puff pastry! healthier! LOL..

curry curry..yum!

looked similar to those we have from indian stall. :P

the best of the day! (L)
the other day i was making my own sushi too! :) easy and quick!

these are the ingredients i used

put them together...

6 rolls i made!

tata! :) during exam period I eat more than what i used to during normal days.@.@ haihhhh..cant wait for the exams to be over. :D I have a lot of plans now! heheheh

夜

夜深了，
家家户户的灯逐渐灭了，
整个城市已被黑暗吞噬，
只剩微弱的星星之光和路灯的照耀；

一个人，
毫无目的地游荡在街头，
此时的仇与恨、伤与痛、愤与怒，
不是一个字或一句话就可以明白。

影子，
是黑暗的象征，
也是光明的存在；

眼泪，
是悲伤的证据，
也是证明幸福的泪水。

幸福的人，
在黑暗中看到灯光，
是一线希望，
是一个美好的开始；

悲伤的人，
黑暗中的光芒，
无非是更多的痛苦，
更多的忧愁。

开心会回想起甜蜜的回忆；
伤心则引起不愉快的记忆。

此时的我，
是伤心的，
宁愿自己被黑暗吞没，
选择了站在影子里头，
望着天空，
回想起所有的一切，
静静地被人遗弃在一旁。

一丝丝微弱的星光，
只意味着诺有诺无的机会，
什么样的决定，
才是最好的，
无误的。。。。

是对是错；
是真是假，
没人可以做决定。

此时的你，
是幸福的，
还是悲伤的？

pizza and lemon cake

what a nice saturday that I had today. *trying to avoid hell loads of assignments that are waiting for me*
had a super nice 9 hours of sleep!*wooohoooo* the weather was awesome too! sunny and warm~I just never stopped liking spring! ;)
Made some turkish bread pizza and baked a cake~weeeeee~it has been a while since the last time i baked a cake. =D

my lemon cake! yum yum~

turkish bread pizza! :) these had bacon, mushroom, tomato, onion and olive

these are spinach and salmon. :)

baked for 15 mins, crispy yummy pizza!

(L)

4 for 4 dollar!!! super SWEEEEETTTTTTT!!!!!! regret for not buying 8. LOL

random stuffs

my onion was growing! :O

after 1 month plus? see! so tall!

another one~

look! this big bunch of spring onion only from 2 onions! :O

anyway, should really really go back to work! 2 reports due on monday and havent done any of them yet! DIE!  :(

relationship

Relationship - literally it shows the gaps in between an object and another?how close or how far its related to each other.
Relationship between humans is the one most unpredictable. I hate that kind of feeling when I started to get emo just because I cant deal my relationship with some people well enough to make everyone happy. Its never be easy to please everyone ey?
When you are unhappy, wont you complain?
When you are unhappy, wont you get annoyed?
I'm pretty sure everyone of us does! Unless you are really a cold blooded/heartless person. We express our anger in different ways. Never say bad words behind of others because its a bad thing to do?ya, so?as if no one never did that before. Everyone still makes mistake eventhough they knew its wrong didnt they?why?we have to learn through the hard way. Who would actually just completely follow the rules and grew up 'systematically'? No life man I would say!

Mistakes make you grow faster, think mature and act like an adult!

So, I have my own way to express what I feel, please dont take it personally people!I have learnt some life experiences through harsh ways. I'm 22, but still, who set the younger you are, you wont get important life experiences that would teach you what a real life is?
Haih.I dont know what happen to me recently, stress?lack of sleep?PMS maybe.dang~

super crazy shopping day

actually wanted to blog about this last sunday, but just too..haih.BUSY. kept having issue with one of my groupmatse, made my life super hard wei. :S
anyway, as shown in my title which explains all,i did super crazy grocery shopping last weekend. wont be telling you all *wink* until you see the pictures!haha. :D
tata~

we bought so much stuffs! as if preparing for starvation. LOL..

7 boxes of eggs! 1 dollar each, what to do. XD

strawberry season!!! haih, couldn't resist and got myself 5 boxes. :P

look at this! green capsicum in the red one! :O

another one! mutated orange?or genetic modified orange?hmmm...

I made some curry puffs by the end of the days. SO MANY! only for 2 of us.=.="

had to prepare my own 3 meals.haih. I miss the time when my mum prepared everything for me. :(

lovely thurs

what a lovely thurs that im having today.mmhhmmmm..woke up at 9 something, didnt need to rush to uni or prepare exam or anything..what a relax life that I wish I can have..
had a nice, yummy breakfast.^.^

nice breakfast~(L) my favourite!

morning show! time to update myself a bit with the latest news! :D

australia's sky is so BLUE..

the flowers are blooming~

look at the bee!!

trying to look for nectar i guess

so hardworking isnt it?the hardworking bee~

lunch with paprika chicken and chips!

watched big bang theory, fb-ing, listening to music..went grocery shopping, had subways as dinner.came back and watched some tv shows. oh my~my life sounds very very relaxing.
oh wait! *shocked from my dream* i still have assignments to do! haih! :(
final exams in 3 weeks time! -.- come back to reality~come back to reality~
one more month, one more month i will be free! :D

awake for 42 < X < 45 hours

I don't quite remember what time did I wake up on Sunday morning. I would assume around 10 or 11 in the morning. So until now, 6 o'clock on a tues morning,its about 43 44 hours.I AM A CHAMPION!!! well, I did rest a bit like an hour + or two in between?Still, I think I gonna die already.probably this is going to be my last post.LOLLLL...XD

CHAMPION!!!!!!!

Thanks to stupid website and business plan. 2 days, I haven't even touched my bed. :(
anyway, going to sleep now.
tata~

hatred

I hate finance! argh! i never ever liked it as I thought I would be.Before I entered uni, I was thinking of which major to choose of, either marketing, management or entrepreneurship. I chose entrepreneurship because I saw it has finance unit which I was quite interested in it at first. After all, that's the ONLY finance unit that I had and I'm suffering from doing the finance part in my business plan right now. By looking at the template that my lecturer provides me, it confuses me more. And I don't freaking understand what's going on! :( :(
I hate finance right now! superly duperly....HATE it!
Having a mid-sem on thurs and a major assignment dues on friday, is not making my day great. I sat 6 hours straight in front of the comp to do my finance part and I didnt even complete 30% of it. :S:S:S

poor toe

this is what happen when you played soccer with bare feet. :( was trying to get away from my boring lectures, so I was playing with the ball in living room. Thanks to my ah bi, he kicked the ball so hard, hit my toe, my nail broke and bleed! T.T when I screamed and almost cried, he thought I faked it.=.=!!!! he kept laughing so hard, until he saw my blood, then only he believed.failed!

now, don know how am I going to wear my shoe. haihhhh....pain wei... :(

quiet friday night

What a quiet friday night that I'm having now. normally, the house will be quite noisy with everyone around, either watching tv, playing ps3, talking, gaming etc. Today, surprisingly, the house is super duperly quiet.LOL..
Phil went down South with his fren for 3 days 2 nights camping;
Seon went back to aunty's place;
Well, Brian is at home and now, he has a companion. SO they are blasting their music gao gao right now. XD
As for me, I took a break yesterday, so I should be doing some stuffs now as next week got hell loads of stuffs. But, sort of emo right now because I just found out the assignment that I spent hours on, didnt get the best mark that I could have done of. Kinda disappointed at myself as well. I should have checked and worked harder.
oh well...What a friday night...

why?

After all, is that what I got?
Is that what I deserved to?
Is that all?!!!
WHY?!!
Tell me why.....

my uni projects

just want to show what I have been doing in uni for past few weeks. I never liked this unit. :S always made me to stay back in uni until late evening. =/ somemore, I needed to grow bacteria which I threw them off by the end of the experiment.=.="

equipments used to grow the bacteria

the feed and the harvest bottle.

Apparently, this bacteria can produce some enzymes which can solidify sands and create calcite chemically. So, if you go to the beach and pour a portion of this bacteria on top of the sands, you can get solidified sand.*I have seen the sample before, the sandstone was quite hard*

Now I'm growing some algae which can produce beta carotene! yes! We can eat the algae now instead of munching off carrot. LOL.*doubt I would want to eat the algae though.=.="*

In 25 degree room.

another part of the room.

in glasshouse

look! starting to get orange-ish! shows that they are producing beta carotene. :D

these are the one we put open air.Poor them. Perth has been raining for the past few days. Hopefully they wont overflow. Otherwise, experiment = failed to me.

these are the equipments used by the researchers in my uni to grow algae too.

Sometime I prefer to do practical works rather than sitting in front of a book and memorize everything without understanding. However, you will start to feel annoying when you have to be in uni almost everyday, spending few hours in lab or until late of the day...Well, I guess, uni life has never been easy for us? :P

14 hours in hospital

For those who have my fb, probably would have known that I have been admitted to hospital due to UTI (urinary tract infection) sad case. :( It happened so quickly that luckily i went to hosp that night rather than waiting until the next morning to go to uni's clinic.
However, one thing I hate about Perth is that, it has less after hour GP (not that I have known of)..I went to the one near my place and got rejected by them cause I was there at 758pm and they closed at 800pm. We even asked them, what if its an emergency?the lady at the reception said,sorry still. We are closing.ARGH! another clinic closes at 6pm. Its so irritating, and resulted I had nowhere to go. Luckily I thought of my ex housemate, a vet who knows more hosp/clinic that I could have gone. Thank you so much for your help! Appreciate it a lot. :)
So, I went to another after hour GP and my situation got worse within that few hours. They transferred me to the emergency department. That's how I ended up staying overnight in hospital. I guess I was sort of dehydrated too which worsen the situation. aha.got scolded badly by my ah bi and my parents cause I dislike to drink water.

a pic of me.half dying cause had to drip 2L of water.haih. :(

i had to take these antibiotic! and i hate taking capsules/tablets. :S

apparently cranberry juice is good for UTI, so I bought one to try. :D

anyway, stayed 14 hours in hospital which was super duper dam boring..:S I didnt even study for my mid sem and had to take defer exam.(partly also I knew I couldn't finish studying,might as well just take the defer exam if possible. :P ) I still went to uni once I got discharged (this showed how hardworking I was. XD)
Tomorrow have to go back for some follow-up checkup. Hopefully everything is fine because I dont want to take medicine anymore. Its a hell for me. =/
Also, thank you so much to my ah bi who accompanied me to hospital and had no dinner, stayed overnight in hospital to take care of me and lacking of sleep. I know, you are the best. LOL. (L) :)

when love shrinks

I got these balloons when I volunteered during uni open day.I was dancing around like a kid when I got them. My friends were embarrassed when I queued up for these balloons.I mean, what?who said only small kids can get balloons?I don't.I even saw some aunties and uncles holding balloons!

At 1st I was thinking to get a butterfly or something, then I saw the person in front of me was getting this and I thought this looks cool.I got one of this.

after 1.5 months...the balloon shrinks. The heart shape cant even show up properly due to the weak support.

Love in real life, consists of lots of factors to build up.Not just the feeling that would do. Without any additional support, for example, personality, environment condition, education, money and so on and so forth, the love would probably vanish after some times. Just like what happen to the balloon. The bottom part is getting weaker and the heart as well. One day, the whole thing will shrink and return back to a plastic thingy which would probably get thrown into bin after that.
One day, if all of these supports are gone, what would happen to our love?hanging around the air?or die and gets forgotten?
What a question of the day... :)