Friday, 28 September 2012

question

dad is gone, mum is sick, bro is in hospital and i'm in australia. I really question to God, why is this happening to me?i'm sure my dad's case is more than enough for me to handle within this year. brother even emitted into hospital before my dad passed away. now is the second time, after dad passed away. i don know what can i do. Tickets are sold out and the earliest I can get probably is sunday or monday. I'm worry.....dead worry and I can't do anything because I'm freaking in AUSTRALIA! daddy, if you can listen to me, can you please help brother so that he can stay with us?please? :( what a tough year for me....

Thursday, 6 September 2012

update update

There was a time when I was so into blogging and always read people's blog. However, people stop blogging, more into other social communications, caused blog to be abandoned. I don't have many other social communication except FB, and yet, I don't really update my blog too :(
After dad passed away, I went back uni, finished my 1st sem of my final year and was really glad that I made it here today, my final semester! Once I have break, I gotta come back to help my mum to deal with the business. I realized, study time is the best! no kidding! :S once you start working, one day 24 hours is like nothing. so, as a student, don't complain! XD
Now I'm back in Malaysia due to my one week short break. Skipped one of my session and made it about 2 weeks plus back home. TIRED!! taking plane, transiting, waiting etc...is really tiring. so far, I have taken 19 flights! NINETEEN!! OMG! =.= plus coming sunday, its going to add up to be 21 flights. People envy I have the chance keep taking planes, but trust me, when most of the flights are budgeted, you would rather just sit at home to relax. :(
stress stress stress...uni assignments, groupmates and business are making me so stress! :( I hope I can make it through this semester and graduate as expected.haih..
anyway, gotta go to sleep. When you start working, you are just like an old man. Have to sleep early because you are way too tired during day time.