乌云密布

真惨！不知到底怎么啦。。心里闷闷的，连续读了3本小说，以为心情会更好的说，怎知。。。变得更糟了。还无端端把别人骂了一顿！=_= 考试前的忧郁症吗？小考耶~:( 看到housemate的女友来度假两个星期，让我很怀念家。家人的庇护无疑成了我的避风港；朋友的温馨无非是我的快乐。很想趁下星期的假期回家一趟，碍于有作业要交和距离上次回来还不到一个月，心想算了，不要让父母亲破费也是件好事。芠纹现在人已在香港、恩韡下星期就要飞台湾了，你们离开后，我会很想念你们啊！T.T 虽然这里不是没有朋友，只是真的很难可以变成无话不谈的知己。我知道他们都很关心我，无奈，我总觉得自己很难融入他们。看到他们疯疯癫癫的融入在一块儿，我也希望自己身在其中。自从上了大学，交际范围变小了，变得也有一点自闭了。-.- 问题出在哪儿？我自认我的交际能力特好，不是自夸，见到任何人都可以叽里呱啦说个不停。可是，来到这里，保持沉默和冷酷成了我的作风。语言不通吗？还好啊，3语并通外加广东，应该不是很大的问题啊~算了。。失眠也成了家常便饭，即使睡着了，也常常被噩梦纠缠不清，隔天只好顶着一双熊猫眼去上课。@.@ 真累~

My 20th birthday

20 years old! :O

Entering a new stage in my life not long ago which is….20’s world!! Oh my oh my~people start calling me aunty and I feel old! Haha..^.^" oh well, no worries~ I still look young and pretty. :P:P lolz.
Being at the age of 20, I should be more mature and grown up. But I feel I still like a small little kid in heart. Sometimes my thinking is just childish enough until some people cannot withstand it. However, this is me and I enjoy being myself. :D Yet, I’ll learn to be more independent and be stronger! XD
So, how did I spend my 20th birthday? I spent my morning doing stuffs that I like such as fb‘ing’, reading novel, listening to music etc. This was an enjoying morning for me. ^.^ After my housemates woke up, I cooked ‘mee sua’ for them and myself. Owh~I miss my mum’s ‘mee sua’. :( Anyway, I hope they enjoyed my cooking. =D After that was busy preparing for the dinner at night. It was an awesome dinner. Thank you for everyone who attended it, I have had a great time! I enjoyed myself a lot! Also, thanks to daddy and mummy for their cheesecake!! It’s superb! *thumb up* We played some exciting games and were having great time. *pat everyone on the back*
Post up some pictures to share. :)

the chicken soup..

my mee sua~yum yum..

mee sua for housemates..

my lovely daddy n mummy..^^

my uncle n aunty..xD

my cousin/aunty..sounds weird.=_="

oldest man in the family - grandpa! :P

family photo~ xoxo :)

the femaleSS in the family..:P

jay chou also attended my birthday?!! :P:P (he said i look alike his mum..=_=")

peter pan!! hehe..XD

yuwin! but i wont lose to u..^.^

sweeeeeeettttt~ muackz! :D

two LEOs! roar~

a guy from...sweden?hmm..

cool guy from s'pore..=)

thanks for ur house alp! :D

pretending emo..hahaha..:P

omg~sot enough to pose tis..:P

william~i didnt tip-top myself..^.^"

iced! random pose..=]

a crazy vet-to-be..@.@

2 hyper LEOs~~ muahaha..:P

playing game..guessing number..the one who lose has to drink the 'mixed' drink..=_="

enjoyed it a lot! n laughed hard..cz i didnt kena! :P

group photo..thanks! love ya! xxx

the only pressie tat i got..lolz.thanks jia ming! ^^

Might be wondering what my wishes are for this year. Ehem..typical wishes for everyone maybe? :P I wish to achieve higher grade in my study, a healthy body throughout the year, happy and peaceful life and most importantly…..get a bf for myself! Ehehehe.. Any single guy can start to register now.:P:P alrighty, stop being crazy and back to my topic.
I miss the time when my college friends celebrated with me last year. Aunty used ‘grilled chicken’ to ask me to go over her house where everyone was there waiting to give me surprise. Thanks aunty for that memorable surprise! :D (how long did u plan for it actually?hahaha..just wondering.)

by the end of the day,didnt forget to camwhore..:P
Anyway, think these are pretty much what I want to say. See u all next time!
Ciao~ ^^

my 1st blog! :D

Good day mate! typical phrase use by aussies to greet! :D alrighty, come to my main point today - 1st day being a blogger!yeah! well, actually i kinda repel in writing a blog at the 1st place due to my poor grammar n funny sentence structure. Friends keep asking me to write a blog just to share life experiences, happiness etc etc. I promised wen wen to start one during my winter break but in the end i didnt! ^.^" sorry my dear. :P However, i created one today! so, be happy n say cheersss! :D (hopefully u r enjoying urself in hk right now.^^) xoxo :D
Today is ma BIG day!!!! turning 20 today.hehehe~just left my TEENager life n say HELLO to my 20's! really appreciate my mum for giving birth to me 20years ago. she risked her life for me. THANK YOU!! I love u mum! muackz! A lot of things happened in these 20yrs. Started my kindergarten, primary, secondary, college and now im in uni already.:) Of course there are lots more like meeting new friends, hanging out. crazy time, sad, angry and others. These are my precious memory n 'll keep them deep in my heart, also shall never forget them! ^^
One most important thing that i have learnt in my previous 20yrs is to Forget N Forgive. Its easy to write out and being talked of, but its hard to apply in real life. I have gone through this process and i should say, life 'll be BETTER when u forget n forgive. I would like to say thanks to this person as he is the one taught me this concept. Whatever he has / hasn't done, i'll blame u no more. Thank you for coming into my life and make it more colourful than ever. :)
What else i should share for the past 20yrs?hmm..FOOD! OMG~im a food lover!hahaha..who doesnt?^.^ I miss those cendol, nasi lemak, rojak, dim sum etc etc. So, if one day I said I miss msia, that will be definitely missing the food not the people.hehehe..:P pity my parents n bro..but mum, i MISS ur home-cooked food too! so, indirectly im mising u too.:P
Other thing will be im a......BEARS LOVER!!! hehehe..for those who knw me well, they 'll know i have TONNES of bears in my room. They take up most of my space in my bed or should i say they are the dominance of the bed?=_= i have to squeeze with them at night :D *poor me~:P* so, whenever u saw a bear, think of me! xD (i wont mind if u buy me one too. ^^)
To sum up, from all the happenings in my life, i hope i have grown up and learn the mistakes. And of course i enjoyed myself! :) I shall work hard for my uni and find my mr.Right! *wink* :P Thats all i can think of to share for the past 20yrs. :D Will write more when more ideas pop up in my brain! ^^ ciao~