happy belated birthday

happy belated birthday to me and my blog!ha. i celebrated my 2nd 20's birthday and my blog was celebrating its 2nd birthday. i cant believe i have been writing blog for over 2 years now. but, seems like my english still so so.=.=" ha. oh well..
anyway, nothing much to write about. just to share some pictures for my birthday!

my birthday cakes~

top left, seon tan baked for me one, taste better with ice cream topping.
top right, thanks to wey wey, joe and eileen! nice fruit tart.hehe
bottom left, thanks to all my housemates + ex housemates! strawberry chocolate cake?(im not very sure about the name)from uthopia
bottom right, blueberry cheesecake from seon tan too.this time he bought from coles.haha.quite nice. recommended to try. :)

my birthday meals

on top was the food we had when we went out to have brunch with wey wey,joe,eileen and jilyne. on seon's treat.nicee..finally he treated us...LOL.
at the bottom was prepared by seon.some pork-beef-rice-vege combination.not too bad. :P

my birthday wishes!

on top, about 200+wishes from fb friends. thank you so much peeps!
in the middle, wishes from hotmail and bottom was wishes from STA travel which i got 50dollar discount voucher.

my birthday cards

thank you so muchie to 2 of my besties!!!!!! i have been waiting and looking into mailbox for past few days just for these! hahaha. i love them so much! (L)(L)(L)

my birthday presents!

big dog and small domo from seon tan. so now i have 4 dolls altogether in my bedroom. ._.
thanks to wey wey, joe and eileen again for the lovely present. i will use it next year. :D

i got these pictures from wey wey's blog. at least look more professional than mine. :D

presents for me and jilyne. they look lovely, aint they? ;)

our huge brunch. satisfied! ^.^

when i made my wishes and blew candles.:)

surprise by my housemates/ex housemates.being forced to take candles by my mouth.@.@"

pretty much thats all for my birthday. at least much better than last year when i received 2 bad news from the family. haih. it has been a year and i still miss them.:'(

pi-ss-ed o-f-f

i never thought of that, i would post this straight away after my birthday post which meant to be a happy post.but this one, obviously its not.
firstly, i really have no idea what i have been insisting for past few years. Its just getting worse until the point, we cant even talk to each other. whats the point?i never understood whats in your mind and i already tried my best to understand it. but ended up, more misunderstanding and more 'cold war'. sometime, i'm really tired of keep holding it. I kind of agree with people saying that, if i dont hold it, i might be happier.what should i do?i have been wondering that for a while.what i got was, i dont know. :S where were you when you were needed?
the most pissed-EST off thing was, mum accidentally found out what happened 5 years ago.wth.FIVE YEARS man! FREAKING FIVE YEARS! just very very unlucky that she found out from my cousin and i told her the story.and she blamed me.if i didnt make that decision, everyone would be happy and nothing happen. i was like, wtf?!! i was the innocent one, and yet, everyone blamed me! wtf wtf. I went through those things by MYSELF ALONE ok?! she went through with everyone! people thought i was the guilty one, instead I WAS THE VICTIM! just because i look strong outside, doesnt mean I wont get bullied ok?! she looked soft, so she deserved to be protected and put blame on others?! common! I had public exams too, my parents didnt even know about that incident! mum said, if something happen to her, i would be one who was the main cause.wtf.im her daughter wei.GOD DAM IT!
what a day! what a dayyyyyyy!!!!! again, i have no one to talk to.out of a sudden, im tired of my life. i know, lots of people out there are more unlucky if compare to me. i'm not giving up life, i'm just pure tired. according to a research, tear can represent the pressure that you have. the more you cry, the more pressure that you have released. once i thought i would not cry again just because of these stuffs, and yet, i broke my own principle.
what should i do..what should be my best decision..haih..

my lunar birthday

yes, today is my birthday, lunar one.my family never celebrated so called ang mo birthday with me anyway. so i always followed the lunar calendar, and if that year the 7th month is like really late, then i have to wait for a LONG time before i could celebrate my birthday.this year, lucky enough, i had my lunar before my actual 22nd aug.ehhehe. as usual, my mee sua!

busy cooking mee sua and boiling eggs.

sort of stir fried them 1st..put them into boiling water and DONE!

tata~

the rest of the food that i prepared for today. :D

my char siew.mum said looked kinda burnt?eh,should be ok gua?LOL...

the chocolate cake from instant ingredient.tasted not as nice as i expected it to be

i made myself some jelly too. ^.^

and my birthday dinner! char siew noodles.yumm..

wanted to go out to have some nice food.in the end...just happened to be not.haih.oh well, happy birthday to me! :)

things i missed back home

just posting up things that i missed back home.haih..not homesick but sort of missing the comfortableness that i can gain back home?i dont know.lol XD

one whole tree full of longans..

oh my oh my..too bad i don have the chance to taste them! :(

really BIG soursoup..

the sunset that i can see almost every evening~

a bit blur..@.@

fresh fish!

crabs! owh..too bad i didnt take any prawns' pics.my favourite neh.

not my day

today or should i put it as yesterday?was not my day. :( got assignments which worth 2% but have dam a lot of small stuffs to complete, had early morning class..sucks that, and busy busy...haih.its just week 3. :S i am already starting to stress and havent caught up with any lectures that i missed ( not cause i skipped but due to clash..haiz)
plus, today, i hurted my fingers and hand by accidentally knocked myself on the brick wall.pain! T.T

left hand is the worst.T.T luckily i dont need to write.its hard to bend my fingers lehh.omg~:S

right hand..(think i cut myself instead of got scratched by wall.@.@)

and i got blue black at my leg too. =.= what a day for me..haihhhhhh..
*big & long sigh*

tadpole's life

tadpole's life. probably since young i never got the chance to see tadpoles changing into frogs, either they were dead cause the water dried up after rain or they changed but i didnt know. That's why i was so excited when i saw a pond of tadpoles in my parent's garden. Just post some pics of them. :D

found them in a big tong..

moved them to a smaller tong.. ._.

the rest were too shy to be taken pic of.haih. @.@

scoop them out into cleaner water so that i could take pic of them. :P

finally i saw tadpole with legs!

however, too bad i went back to perth before they all turned into big frogs. Hopefully they have the chances though. Because i heard the weather was so hot and dry, not sure if the water was enough. Next time, when i go back, i shall find more tadpoles and observe them until they become frogs. (the spirit of a science student! LOLLLL...)

missing me

waaahhhh..i cant see whats inside my blog now.LOL..havent been here for almost 3 weeks?fuiyoh..good thing?or bad?XD went to kl, had a good time eventhough i got a bit sick..haih, came back here, prepared to have uni. and 2 weeks of uni was NOT FUN at all. T.T how am i going to survive for next year which is my final year?haih.FML! :(
a short update for today and will update more what happened for past 3 weeks.hehehe. if im not being lazy. :P ( the reason of being lazy for the past 2 weeks was cause i have been busy watching 大长今.seriously, a good series.hahahah.i know i know, people were crazy about it ages ago, i just finished it yesterday.what to do, i thought its a boring one until i found that its actually very intersting especially the cooking part!XD)
anyway, today, me, Eva Chua has run 4kms! yeah~a big pat on me! hehehehe.i finished 4kms in 35mins and the fastest of 8kms was 35mins 28sec.=.=" OH WELL, i think i did quite well too for not fainting on the way.yay!

my result!tata~

look at me! didnt faint after 4kms.hmmm..:D

will post more after i sort out the photos and stuffs.^.^