Monday, 30 April 2012
RIP dad
Dad passed away. I never expected that to happen so quickly in my life. What happen to this world?!!!!
Saturday, 21 April 2012
april food
this is going to be just food post since i haven't been posting up my home-cooked food recently. ;P sorry aunty! haha!
a balanced diet meal I supposed. got soup, vege, rendang, rice and dessert + fruits. :D healthynya~~~
homemade chicken rice! with mum's chilli sauce! OMG! the bomb! *slurp*
my 1st trial of pumpkin dumpling (vegetarian of the day)came out quite nice. :D
the pumpkin paste
homemade chinese chive dumpling ^.^
corn-in-the-cup! OMG! i miss it so much! loved to buy this when i was young. the buttery and corn smell...nommnomm..
soup, steamed egg and satay chicken.
steamed egg was ok. added mushroom and corn inside. (self-innovated.LOL)
bf said satay chicken was the bomb! :D
tonight's dinner! yum! sweet plum marinated chicken (ok ok only), but the mash potato was awesome :D the vege was nice too(cooked by bf lah~had to say nice. :P)
this semester I have been cooking a lot of chinese dishes, just meat, vege and soup - a very chinese yet simple chinese meal. :P
a balanced diet meal I supposed. got soup, vege, rendang, rice and dessert + fruits. :D healthynya~~~
homemade chicken rice! with mum's chilli sauce! OMG! the bomb! *slurp*
my 1st trial of pumpkin dumpling (vegetarian of the day)came out quite nice. :D
the pumpkin paste
homemade chinese chive dumpling ^.^
corn-in-the-cup! OMG! i miss it so much! loved to buy this when i was young. the buttery and corn smell...nommnomm..
soup, steamed egg and satay chicken.
steamed egg was ok. added mushroom and corn inside. (self-innovated.LOL)
bf said satay chicken was the bomb! :D
tonight's dinner! yum! sweet plum marinated chicken (ok ok only), but the mash potato was awesome :D the vege was nice too(cooked by bf lah~had to say nice. :P)
this semester I have been cooking a lot of chinese dishes, just meat, vege and soup - a very chinese yet simple chinese meal. :P
Saturday, 7 April 2012
Easter
Happy Easter everyone!! eventhough i dont celebrate, at least I got benefit from it. :P cheap chocolate after the real easter.hahaha. but no offense to those who are celebrating! remember to go to church and dont eat so much chocolate! :)
I have officially started my holiday on wed evening. after a really BUSY + stress week, finally i got myself a break! started to watch on call 36 hours, within 48 hours, i finished 25 episodes! LOL. impressive?didn't even have enough of sleep.=.= if I could have been that hardworking when I studied for my exams..how good. haha :P its a good drama, now I understand more how do doctors work in hospital (in real life, the hospital facilities might be different from what have shown in the drama, but the BUSY life is for REAL i'm pretty sure of that)
since young, I had an ambition to become a doctor, who doesn't? it would be either teacher, lawyer, scientist or doctor that students would write on their ambition column. When I finished my college, I know I couldn't go into medic. One, my not-so-good result, secondly, I know I couldn't handle that kind of pressure. Even parents also don't encourage me if my result allowed me to. Cause, they knew, I won't be able to handle the pressure and of course, different kinds of situations that might happen in hospital. For example, facing death, involve myself in emergency cases, making decision quick and wise enough. That's why I ended up with something that's not so noble.BUT, i believe, every occupation has its own importance. Biotechnologist can create more advanced technology for the medical area and a business man can change the economy! :P
I had 3 exams plus a presentation on monday till wednesday respectively. Somemore, I had a group report to be handed in on monday as well. I was so stress, I really felt like giving up any one of them. I have less contact hours this sem, and yet, I think I have less time to do my works. must be I procrastinated too much. :( just got one exam's result back which I failed it. An elective unit about finance. So not surprised at all.Once I finished the exam, I had a feeling that I would fail.And yes, my instinct was right. :S I chose it cause I thought I like numbers and wanted to learn more about finance, who knows, now its giving me a lot of headache. I wonder how do those accountants and auditors face numbers every single day and dont get bored out of it. =/ I was still thinking to take accounting as my postgraduate course. Looks like the chances of going into it is low and hard too even if I get in. =S
haih. This year is not a good year for me I supposed. cause its 2012?LOLL. getting sick when I came back, took me 2 weeks plus to recover. Before I had a chance to even build up my immune system back, I got cold sore. Its a sickness when you are stress/ have weak immune system, you will get it. It can't be healed, the virus will stay in my body forever. So, whenever I'm stress or didnt get myself enough of rest, I will get cold sore easily.
as for my relationship, it seems so fragile right now and might break into pieces any time soon. I really don't know if I have the courage to continue it. It has happened so many things that I need to consider about it seriously. I did, but I still don't know what to do. =( two and a half years..its not a very long period nor short one.
lots of things have happened,
lots of memories being created,
lots of disagreements among us,
lots of fights that might separate us.
where's our lots of love?
I wondered, I confused, I cried.
and yet,
lots of thoughts that hold me back.
why?what should I do?I'm tired.tired of holding a thing that might not be mine.
I have officially started my holiday on wed evening. after a really BUSY + stress week, finally i got myself a break! started to watch on call 36 hours, within 48 hours, i finished 25 episodes! LOL. impressive?didn't even have enough of sleep.=.= if I could have been that hardworking when I studied for my exams..how good. haha :P its a good drama, now I understand more how do doctors work in hospital (in real life, the hospital facilities might be different from what have shown in the drama, but the BUSY life is for REAL i'm pretty sure of that)
since young, I had an ambition to become a doctor, who doesn't? it would be either teacher, lawyer, scientist or doctor that students would write on their ambition column. When I finished my college, I know I couldn't go into medic. One, my not-so-good result, secondly, I know I couldn't handle that kind of pressure. Even parents also don't encourage me if my result allowed me to. Cause, they knew, I won't be able to handle the pressure and of course, different kinds of situations that might happen in hospital. For example, facing death, involve myself in emergency cases, making decision quick and wise enough. That's why I ended up with something that's not so noble.BUT, i believe, every occupation has its own importance. Biotechnologist can create more advanced technology for the medical area and a business man can change the economy! :P
I had 3 exams plus a presentation on monday till wednesday respectively. Somemore, I had a group report to be handed in on monday as well. I was so stress, I really felt like giving up any one of them. I have less contact hours this sem, and yet, I think I have less time to do my works. must be I procrastinated too much. :( just got one exam's result back which I failed it. An elective unit about finance. So not surprised at all.Once I finished the exam, I had a feeling that I would fail.And yes, my instinct was right. :S I chose it cause I thought I like numbers and wanted to learn more about finance, who knows, now its giving me a lot of headache. I wonder how do those accountants and auditors face numbers every single day and dont get bored out of it. =/ I was still thinking to take accounting as my postgraduate course. Looks like the chances of going into it is low and hard too even if I get in. =S
haih. This year is not a good year for me I supposed. cause its 2012?LOLL. getting sick when I came back, took me 2 weeks plus to recover. Before I had a chance to even build up my immune system back, I got cold sore. Its a sickness when you are stress/ have weak immune system, you will get it. It can't be healed, the virus will stay in my body forever. So, whenever I'm stress or didnt get myself enough of rest, I will get cold sore easily.
as for my relationship, it seems so fragile right now and might break into pieces any time soon. I really don't know if I have the courage to continue it. It has happened so many things that I need to consider about it seriously. I did, but I still don't know what to do. =( two and a half years..its not a very long period nor short one.
lots of things have happened,
lots of memories being created,
lots of disagreements among us,
lots of fights that might separate us.
where's our lots of love?
I wondered, I confused, I cried.
and yet,
lots of thoughts that hold me back.
why?what should I do?I'm tired.tired of holding a thing that might not be mine.
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