some of you might be surprised to see this post as i am supposed to post something happy about my birthday?well, i can only say, this is my worst birthday ever.somemore, it was my 21st birthday.why?because 2 of my uncles passed away. yes,TWO.no kidding. mum called me in the morning, thought she was going to wish me, who knows,she told me,bad news. i was like,shit.that uncle really pass away?(as i have an uncle had prostate gland cancer and was quite critical.)who knows,she said,its your another uncle.got stroke this morning and passed away after few hours. haiz.he didnt even get the chance to see his son who was working and daughter who was at singapore when he died. =( i was quite close with him, always could talk a lots of things. and now, he passed away. i will miss you,uncle!
so, i was really in no mood to do anything eventhough i have a report dues on wednesday. didnt even feel happy for my birthday. in the afternoon, after i texted mother asking her stuffs, she called again. and, another bad news. the one with cancer just passed away. my response was, WTF?! 1 day 2 people gone?! are u kidding me? no.she wasnt joking. well, this uncle, we expected him to be gone in these few days as he was really critical.couldnt even talk or turn himself on the bed. he suffered a lot. he sort of got into unconscious state already. at least, cousin told me, he went peacefully. without too much pain or suffer. same thing to you uncle, rest in peace. enjoy yourself in other world without any pain. i will miss you. =)
everyone in the family was really sad. we lost 2 of our beloved in a day. we are worrying how to tell our grandma. one was her son, another one was her son in law.can she take it?i doubt that. she was so sad and cried so badly when she knew my uncle got cancer.and now...we scare to let her know. well, i think parents should know what to do.
friends advice me to be strong.thanks for that. i will.just that, i still feel sad and regret not accompany them for a longer time before i came back perth during my winter holidays.
still a bit moody though. but, i shall move forward. keep the memories of them down in my heart. =)
RIP.
Monday, 23 August 2010
Saturday, 21 August 2010
last post for this blog
99th post! woot! this is going to be my last post for this blog and the last one before this blog turns 1 year old and me, 1 year old too..of 20's. :P hahaha. going to think a new name for my blog address and will keep everyone update for that. ^.^
i cant believe i have been in 20's world for a year.lol.old already lo.aunty always says,chiew shing,u old already la.sob la aunty.sad le.heh. well,one more hour, and i will be 21 years old.nothing seems to be really special. i even had tomyam for my dinner instead of something 'big'? haha. owh~my ah bi,sort of being forced, made a cake for me.LOL. taste not too bad.lemon yogurt cake. at least i like it. (L) thank you! eventhough not that willingly to do it hor. :P
got something happy to share too. yesterday went to Sizzler for free lunch. XD this was for all the volunteers who helped during orientation. i had a really heavy lunch.gosh! but somehow, a friend of mine was saying, the portion you ate was just half or 3/4 of mine, how could you be bloated?! i still wanna have more ice-cream. LOL. is a SHE, and she did eat a lot. her appetite impressed me.hahah.i had pumpkin soup and some salad as appetizer, black pepper steak as main course, and last but not at least, apple crumble as dessert! aha. sounds not that full, but i was bloated. we were taking pictures after meal. i was saying, we should have taken pictures before that, because now, i look fatter. =S hahaha. and, i got the best volunteer award! yes! happy happy. my first prize from murdoch university. :D looks like my hard works paid.worked so hard, must have some rewards ba.agree? :P
hmmm..am i suppose to write something, or sort of reviewing my life for past 20 years?lol. then i might start with this 'long long time ago..bla bla bla'. lol.sounds so old.=.= no no. im still young~ha. XD all the way from baby till now, i have really learnt a lot no matter in what aspect. by going oversea, i guess i have grown up faster and become more indepedent (i hope. :P) also learn that,life always doesnt go as what we plan,instead, its quite random. anything can happen anytime. so, only thing i can say is, must appreciate everything around you now.try not to complain. =D
got some pictures wanna post up including my birthday cake~XD but bluetooth isnt working now,so, edit soon la. :P
ciao~^.^
i cant believe i have been in 20's world for a year.lol.old already lo.aunty always says,chiew shing,u old already la.sob la aunty.sad le.heh. well,one more hour, and i will be 21 years old.nothing seems to be really special. i even had tomyam for my dinner instead of something 'big'? haha. owh~my ah bi,sort of being forced, made a cake for me.LOL. taste not too bad.lemon yogurt cake. at least i like it. (L) thank you! eventhough not that willingly to do it hor. :P
got something happy to share too. yesterday went to Sizzler for free lunch. XD this was for all the volunteers who helped during orientation. i had a really heavy lunch.gosh! but somehow, a friend of mine was saying, the portion you ate was just half or 3/4 of mine, how could you be bloated?! i still wanna have more ice-cream. LOL. is a SHE, and she did eat a lot. her appetite impressed me.hahah.i had pumpkin soup and some salad as appetizer, black pepper steak as main course, and last but not at least, apple crumble as dessert! aha. sounds not that full, but i was bloated. we were taking pictures after meal. i was saying, we should have taken pictures before that, because now, i look fatter. =S hahaha. and, i got the best volunteer award! yes! happy happy. my first prize from murdoch university. :D looks like my hard works paid.worked so hard, must have some rewards ba.agree? :P
hmmm..am i suppose to write something, or sort of reviewing my life for past 20 years?lol. then i might start with this 'long long time ago..bla bla bla'. lol.sounds so old.=.= no no. im still young~ha. XD all the way from baby till now, i have really learnt a lot no matter in what aspect. by going oversea, i guess i have grown up faster and become more indepedent (i hope. :P) also learn that,life always doesnt go as what we plan,instead, its quite random. anything can happen anytime. so, only thing i can say is, must appreciate everything around you now.try not to complain. =D
got some pictures wanna post up including my birthday cake~XD but bluetooth isnt working now,so, edit soon la. :P
ciao~^.^
Wednesday, 18 August 2010
middle afternoon of busy wed
just trying to get to 100th post?so hardworking blogging.swt. 230pm class,now still can blog.memang champion. XD
this week the weather is so dam cold. =( i think i caught a flu la.T.T thinking to buy a heater, but where?using bicycle to carry back mei?=.=" so ma fan. hot cold hot cold,im not ice lo.can be so flexible become ice and water anytime i want. or maybe steam?ha.maybe because i kena rain the other day,ended up bit sick. :S
T.T
this week should be quite a bad week.haiz. bi's uncle passed away. :'( my uncle pula in critical condition. stupid miri's doctors! when still got hope to recover, didn't want to do the operation. when he is dying, only TRIED to help. wanna show that all of you HAVE TRIED YOUR BEST?!! f*rk la. useless doctor! can't help then let someone else who is potential to help la. *cursing them*.......
still thinking want to help during uni open day or not.ahaha.but dont wanna work on sunday because have to wake up so early.=.= ahh..this also can be a 'hard' problem for me.swt.memang think too much :P
anyway,time to go to class! yeah! hopefully i wont fall asleep.=.=" hehe.
ciao~
this week the weather is so dam cold. =( i think i caught a flu la.T.T thinking to buy a heater, but where?using bicycle to carry back mei?=.=" so ma fan. hot cold hot cold,im not ice lo.can be so flexible become ice and water anytime i want. or maybe steam?ha.maybe because i kena rain the other day,ended up bit sick. :S
T.T
this week should be quite a bad week.haiz. bi's uncle passed away. :'( my uncle pula in critical condition. stupid miri's doctors! when still got hope to recover, didn't want to do the operation. when he is dying, only TRIED to help. wanna show that all of you HAVE TRIED YOUR BEST?!! f*rk la. useless doctor! can't help then let someone else who is potential to help la. *cursing them*.......
still thinking want to help during uni open day or not.ahaha.but dont wanna work on sunday because have to wake up so early.=.= ahh..this also can be a 'hard' problem for me.swt.memang think too much :P
anyway,time to go to class! yeah! hopefully i wont fall asleep.=.=" hehe.
ciao~
Sunday, 15 August 2010
after 2 weeks of uni
ops,after 2 weeks,only come back to update.but,i think i consider quite good already.some of my friends,actually stop blogging?or forget about their blog?ruth,wen wen,oliver! omg~wen wen is the worst. last update was 7 months ago.ah girl,please update le.ruth,dont busy paktoh,go update blog. :P oh,btw,welcome you to 2nd year of uni. :D
i actually aiming 100 posts when this blog reaches its 1-year-old birthday. XD that means i have to write 3 more posts in a week. lol. i doubt i can. my house internet quota just blew.T.T it resets at 25th. 10 days with slow internet.haiz. we used 50gb in about 6 days! i still got assignment to hand in in a week le.aduhai. anyway, back to my topic. to my surprise, i have been blogging for almost a year already. from the beginning, i resisted to write, till now, i blog whenever i can except when i am lazy. :P a place where i can share my life (only with those i close with ^.^), express my feeling etc etc. however, i am thinking to change my blog address. =( always got spammer at my blog.one post - 7 spammers.=.=" wth. what should i change to le?i got my purpose when i first created this address - forget and forgive. and seems like,i have done it. maybe, its saying, since i have moved on and got myself a new life, time to change! LOL. oh well..
so,hows my uni life?pretty much the same. i got mondays free and wed is the worst day in a week! =.= 3 different lectures continuously in the morning, 2 hours break then 4 hours lab. crazy. the 1st week of uni,i finished at 7 that day.OMG! i hate long lab especially, tiring and starving. =( and thurs, finished at 1030am.=_= people just getting ready to go uni probably, and i have finished my class for the day.lol. uni starts, the old boring routine is back. lectures for weekdays, shopping during weekends, doing some houseworks, laundry, cooking, watching tv..done for the week. and, the cycle goes again. as usual, its non breakable. lol. always wanted to revise my lectures before they go too much info for me to absorb, and not surprise, i failed to do so.=.=" since my internet is slow,i might try to do it today. :D but recently, i am addicted to tv.swt. CSI, knight rider, all movies that shown on tv etc. i can just sit in front of the tv for HOURS! back home, the series/movies are repeating throughout the day, just different time. in aus, they are showing different movies/series in a day. so, i can actually stare at the tv for a long time.swt. my excuse for watching tv is, trying to improve my listening in english. :P but too bad, sometimes i still need subtitles. =S
watched inception last week. its really cool! i like the story a lot! hehe. dreams of dreams in the dreams of someone else dreams. dreaming already~~ ~.~ hahaha.worth to watch in cinema. =D
bla bla.dont know what else i can post up.oh! puasa for malay starts already. i miss my bazaar. satay, malay kuih...T.T i wanna eat! aha. did cook something nice during the week. :P hopefully i can post the pictures up.with slow internet.=.=
tomyam soup.yum yum
looks like laksa. :D
chili corn carne in wrap.
one small lil wrap. =)
stir fry vege! very healthy de oh.ah bi cooked one.(nah, don say i didnt compliment u. :P )
curry rice.syok.
because of these,almost die of hunger. lol. the fish, used my one hour to make them (only made approx 20?=.=) inside got vege paste le.healthy too. XD
my type of kebab.aha. the base was roti canai la. :P
pudding! instant one. XD less than 10 mins prep, then 40 mins in oven,done! ^.^
yes! luckily can upload them. and one last one, my uni! LOL
its quite dark. but can u see the rabbits?we have lots in murdoch campus. :P
take care ppl!
ciao~
i actually aiming 100 posts when this blog reaches its 1-year-old birthday. XD that means i have to write 3 more posts in a week. lol. i doubt i can. my house internet quota just blew.T.T it resets at 25th. 10 days with slow internet.haiz. we used 50gb in about 6 days! i still got assignment to hand in in a week le.aduhai. anyway, back to my topic. to my surprise, i have been blogging for almost a year already. from the beginning, i resisted to write, till now, i blog whenever i can except when i am lazy. :P a place where i can share my life (only with those i close with ^.^), express my feeling etc etc. however, i am thinking to change my blog address. =( always got spammer at my blog.one post - 7 spammers.=.=" wth. what should i change to le?i got my purpose when i first created this address - forget and forgive. and seems like,i have done it. maybe, its saying, since i have moved on and got myself a new life, time to change! LOL. oh well..
so,hows my uni life?pretty much the same. i got mondays free and wed is the worst day in a week! =.= 3 different lectures continuously in the morning, 2 hours break then 4 hours lab. crazy. the 1st week of uni,i finished at 7 that day.OMG! i hate long lab especially, tiring and starving. =( and thurs, finished at 1030am.=_= people just getting ready to go uni probably, and i have finished my class for the day.lol. uni starts, the old boring routine is back. lectures for weekdays, shopping during weekends, doing some houseworks, laundry, cooking, watching tv..done for the week. and, the cycle goes again. as usual, its non breakable. lol. always wanted to revise my lectures before they go too much info for me to absorb, and not surprise, i failed to do so.=.=" since my internet is slow,i might try to do it today. :D but recently, i am addicted to tv.swt. CSI, knight rider, all movies that shown on tv etc. i can just sit in front of the tv for HOURS! back home, the series/movies are repeating throughout the day, just different time. in aus, they are showing different movies/series in a day. so, i can actually stare at the tv for a long time.swt. my excuse for watching tv is, trying to improve my listening in english. :P but too bad, sometimes i still need subtitles. =S
watched inception last week. its really cool! i like the story a lot! hehe. dreams of dreams in the dreams of someone else dreams. dreaming already~~ ~.~ hahaha.worth to watch in cinema. =D
bla bla.dont know what else i can post up.oh! puasa for malay starts already. i miss my bazaar. satay, malay kuih...T.T i wanna eat! aha. did cook something nice during the week. :P hopefully i can post the pictures up.with slow internet.=.=
tomyam soup.yum yum
looks like laksa. :D
chili corn carne in wrap.
one small lil wrap. =)
stir fry vege! very healthy de oh.ah bi cooked one.(nah, don say i didnt compliment u. :P )
curry rice.syok.
because of these,almost die of hunger. lol. the fish, used my one hour to make them (only made approx 20?=.=) inside got vege paste le.healthy too. XD
my type of kebab.aha. the base was roti canai la. :P
pudding! instant one. XD less than 10 mins prep, then 40 mins in oven,done! ^.^
yes! luckily can upload them. and one last one, my uni! LOL
its quite dark. but can u see the rabbits?we have lots in murdoch campus. :P
take care ppl!
ciao~
Sunday, 1 August 2010
last day of winter holiday
phew~finally,holiday comes to an end.but, phew?sounds like im happy to go back to uni?ahaha.because i have been working too hard during last week.omg! i was just volunteering to help, and yet,i worked like crazy.i was even the last one to finish my work while some of the officers in student centre left already on friday. =/ wth.no pay le.didnt even know why i worked so hard. =( other volunteers,they were just sitting outside,eating,drinking and chit-chatting.of course,i dont mean all of them,but SOME of them.so irresponsible, helping this gal half way,times up,went off,left here behind.i was the one had to clean the mess up.haiz. oh well,they volunteered just for transcript i assume. me too,but at least i WORKED for it! never mind,i enjoyed this volunteer work as well.i met a lots of people, and can see how people appreciated my help. i felt satisfied. :P but also,got these kinds of people,who dont appreciate your help and even doubt your ability. =.= thats why it was fun to join yet tiring. somehow,i think i was more hardworking during volunteering for orientation,because i went uni even on sunday! =.=" fuiyoh..rajin. :P hahaha.
im happy for other reason too.my bi is coming back!! yeah! after 2 weeks,finally,he is back.still on plane right now.XD but MAS really sial le,i cant wait to see my bi,MAS pula got technical problems. so,the flight got delayed.=/ now,have to wait till 2am to go airport.aduhai.but,biar lambat asal selamat.its alright la. =D
tomorrow new sem starts lo. this sem,i have mondays free.^.^V but,i think i will really suffer for this sem.cause,my commerce unit is soooo dam ma fan.got reading every week.T.T 20% for final.more sienz.haiz. somemore,my science units are quite tough as well.argh..! hope i can get through everything smoothly.=)
did some cookings today.breakfast and lunch of the week?and did laundry, ironing clothes..aunty said i am just like a housewife.omg~i said i dont wanna be 黄脸婆 le.T.T
one of my breakkie! bread with avocado,carrot,cabbage,egg.healthy?XD
ngo hiong/lobak(sounds like carrot.=.=)/春卷.this caused me in kitchen for about 5 hours.=.="
seafood fired rice! my lunchie of the week..
breakfast for next week.fried mee hun. ;D
p/s: i just cant wait to see you. :-*
im happy for other reason too.my bi is coming back!! yeah! after 2 weeks,finally,he is back.still on plane right now.XD but MAS really sial le,i cant wait to see my bi,MAS pula got technical problems. so,the flight got delayed.=/ now,have to wait till 2am to go airport.aduhai.but,biar lambat asal selamat.its alright la. =D
tomorrow new sem starts lo. this sem,i have mondays free.^.^V but,i think i will really suffer for this sem.cause,my commerce unit is soooo dam ma fan.got reading every week.T.T 20% for final.more sienz.haiz. somemore,my science units are quite tough as well.argh..! hope i can get through everything smoothly.=)
did some cookings today.breakfast and lunch of the week?and did laundry, ironing clothes..aunty said i am just like a housewife.omg~i said i dont wanna be 黄脸婆 le.T.T
one of my breakkie! bread with avocado,carrot,cabbage,egg.healthy?XD
ngo hiong/lobak(sounds like carrot.=.=)/春卷.this caused me in kitchen for about 5 hours.=.="
seafood fired rice! my lunchie of the week..
breakfast for next week.fried mee hun. ;D
p/s: i just cant wait to see you. :-*
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