rest in peace,uncles.

some of you might be surprised to see this post as i am supposed to post something happy about my birthday?well, i can only say, this is my worst birthday ever.somemore, it was my 21st birthday.why?because 2 of my uncles passed away. yes,TWO.no kidding. mum called me in the morning, thought she was going to wish me, who knows,she told me,bad news. i was like,shit.that uncle really pass away?(as i have an uncle had prostate gland cancer and was quite critical.)who knows,she said,its your another uncle.got stroke this morning and passed away after few hours. haiz.he didnt even get the chance to see his son who was working and daughter who was at singapore when he died. =( i was quite close with him, always could talk a lots of things. and now, he passed away. i will miss you,uncle!
so, i was really in no mood to do anything eventhough i have a report dues on wednesday. didnt even feel happy for my birthday. in the afternoon, after i texted mother asking her stuffs, she called again. and, another bad news. the one with cancer just passed away. my response was, WTF?! 1 day 2 people gone?! are u kidding me? no.she wasnt joking. well, this uncle, we expected him to be gone in these few days as he was really critical.couldnt even talk or turn himself on the bed. he suffered a lot. he sort of got into unconscious state already. at least, cousin told me, he went peacefully. without too much pain or suffer. same thing to you uncle, rest in peace. enjoy yourself in other world without any pain. i will miss you. =)
everyone in the family was really sad. we lost 2 of our beloved in a day. we are worrying how to tell our grandma. one was her son, another one was her son in law.can she take it?i doubt that. she was so sad and cried so badly when she knew my uncle got cancer.and now...we scare to let her know. well, i think parents should know what to do.
friends advice me to be strong.thanks for that. i will.just that, i still feel sad and regret not accompany them for a longer time before i came back perth during my winter holidays.
still a bit moody though. but, i shall move forward. keep the memories of them down in my heart. =)

RIP.