tension

i always hate myself before exams. never study hard and regret after exams. it happens throughout my don't-know-how-many years of studies, and yet, i am repeating it. dam! :S i have so much time after exams to do what i have been doing, watching tv, fb'ing', reading novels etc..still, i choose to do them when i am suppose to study. i really envy of those who can study really hard and concentrate hours in front of their notes without doing something else. how i wish i can stop thinking stuffs unrelated to study and just STUDY!
study study study~~~haizzz..when only i can change my this super bad habit. :( :(
TENSION!!!!!!!