Friday, 7 January 2011

tired

well, its odd to say tired when im having super long holidays. =/ its suppose to be boring or enjoyable. yes yes, came back, went out with friends basically and shopped a bit. what else i can do?knit, watching tv, helping mum etc.normal daily activity. anyway, this is going to be an emo post i suppose,so..don read it to spoil your mood of the day. =)
im tired of waiting,
im tired of avoiding,
im tired of escaping,
im tired of complaining,
im tired of feeling,
im tired of missing,
im tired of thinking,
im tired of pressuring,
im tired of everything!

why?why is this happen to me?i have to keep it as secret for dont know how long. i didnt want this to happen. but it happens! so what can i do?! why is not anyone that understand me? i dont bother to explain things that are not your business.why would you care so much! if you dont know the whole story, please dont make up one by using all the points! its not story telling session! i had my own history, my own story, its a past. what happened has happened, i couldnt redo them. so, please let me keep it to myself ok?dont ask so much about it. i have been regretting ever since then, but what can i do?my life was so dramatic, and i just wan to have a quiet one.

AAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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